Yep, the numbers don’t lie!! I just let go and fell into the holiday trap.  No excuses and no sympathy needed. It is what it is.  It’s time for tough love of myself.  I’m sitting here watching the “Biggest Loser” marathon thinking of how come I can’t find that motivation to be like them and lose all that weight.  So, if anyone has $350,000 and a ranch hidden in the boonies, give me a holla:)

In the meantime,  I resolve to 1) cut the b.s. and excuses 2) literally account for all that I eat 3) don’t let myself down. That’s it, simple and plain. It’s time to wash my face and get my mind right, because it starts there.  I’ve been having small headaches for the past several days and I know it’s my blood pressure. When I was on point with the workouts and all, I didn’t have this problem. I don’t want to go on medication, so besides the vitamins and low dosage aspirins, that’s it for me.  Getting me to a doctor is like getting an elephant through a manhole, aint happenin’.

This is my New Years resolution, what’s yours?